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認識彬彬第879天，今天我不知道應該解釋我的心情！我來這個地方已經很久很久了，說真的我在怕了！真的不想再待了，但爲什麽生活我去隻能選擇繼續！今年的中秋我其實并不開心，因爲就一個人過，但我也挺開心的是因爲老板說國慶節可以讓我們休息幾天了，說真的不是因爲可以休息而快樂，而是因爲越了自己想見的朋友所以快樂，就這樣我第一時間告訴了我這位很重要的朋友，我和她相識了快2年多了，但說真的我還沒真正在現實中見過她呢！呵呵雖然在視頻裏可以常常見到她，我也很開心了，我喜歡看到她微笑，不知道爲什麽總感覺她笑起來是那麽的甜，很怕她不開心，因爲她在我眼裏或心裏不隻是朋友還是真善美一個從天而降的天使！感謝老天對我的眷顧能讓我與她相識！所以我舍不得也永遠不會傷害她，也不想更不願别人傷害到她！所以我很喜歡逗她開心，讓她每時每刻隻要和我聊天的時候都是微笑着度過！我不知道她是否相信這個世界有守護星，但我相信！因爲我願意做她的這顆守護星，不爲别的，隻爲陪她一直往前走守護着她知道她真的得到幸福那天，到那天她的守護星不再是我而是讓她幸福的那個他了！這樣我無論在哪裏都會用心的微笑！我不知道爲什麽我從未遇到過像她這個的一女孩，因爲我和她聊了很久，也可以說一開始和她天聊到看到她出現現在視頻裏瞬間，我心裏就一出現一句話，就是：“隻要她願意和我交一生的朋友，我願意永遠守護着她不會傷害她要給她快樂的微笑，她需要我幫忙的時候隻要我能做到我一定全心全意的幫她”。我不知道怎麽了會有這樣的感覺，感覺她有時候很堅強有時候卻很脆弱需要人照顧！所以我從見過她和她聊了那些那多的東西之後，我很想就這樣一直守護着她，做她的守護星！不爲别的，也不是說看到她外表很美才會這樣，而是和她聊天的時候她的心打動了我，讓我願意爲她做我能做到的任何事，我不需要什麽回報，如果真的要回報我也隻要一個就是她一定要快樂要幸福我就足夠了！我說的這些我知道别人看到都會說很虛僞，但我說的都是自己的心理話，不需要别人的相信，因爲我會這麽做！ 她喜歡喝紅茶，沒有紅茶的話就隻會喝營養快線！她的腸胃不好不能吃辣我也不能呵呵！有時候會感覺她有些什麽呢！大意吧！雨天會忘記帶傘，有一次她就是看着天沒下雨了，就不帶傘了後面才出去不久老天開始下雨結果她淋病了！所以我一知道下雨就會這樣擔心她是否帶傘！還有很多很多想說的！因爲我看看了剛才寫的這些都沒辦法寫好！因爲感覺詞語用的不夠好！嗨真善美一定要快樂幸福好嗎？你不開心的時候就想想我這個朋友吧！這顆守護星星會陪着你的，呵呵！ 暈！我要寫道歉的信的怎麽突然寫了這麽都不是道歉的！My friend sorry！原本國慶我要回昆明的老板中秋就答應讓我們休息的但今天他來了卻反悔的說不放了！我現在都不知道要說什麽了，我給他請假他都不給還說以後再說！我第一次遇到這樣說話不算話的老板，答應員工的事從來都不會兌現，我很失望，我今天聽到他不給我假不給我放假我郁悶了一天，也沒有心情做什麽就一直呆呆的做着看着自己的電腦發呆！對不起彬我來不了了，請原諒！我真的沒辦法親口告訴我來不了看你的消息，隻能用這樣的方式告訴你！請原諒我來不了了！也請原諒我懦弱到不敢親口告訴我來不了的消息！因爲我很看重你這位朋友因爲在我心裏你很重要所以我才開不了口對不起！我知道你也在QQ上但我還是沒辦法将出口！我盼了兩年了，盼了兩年能與你見一面能和你一起好好的玩一天，哪怕就一天我也滿足了！但老天不願幫我！我現在的心情不知道怎麽解釋因爲很複雜很、、、、彬sorry！sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry、、、我知道說一萬句sorry都、、、、I'm sorry, please forgive me?我真的無法再往下寫了！因爲我的手都在顫抖了，彬sorry！答應你能回來的我，現在卻又回來不了，請原諒我，我沒騙你也沒有找借口！等過一久我還會請假的，請到假我會馬上回昆明見你的！不是爲什麽是因爲你是我心裏最重要的！最重要的一個朋友！請不要誤解了我會騙你，我不會騙你的彬，永遠不會！please forgive me！sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry!請接受我的無法履行來見你的承諾，Really sorry! please forgive me！ 最後希望你能天天開開心心的！繼續甜甜的微笑！更希望你還願意讓我繼續做你的守護星！在你難過的時候願意陪你一起面對爲你分擔好嗎？Really sorry! please forgive me！